vacation was good...

I had such fun...florida was nice, and I got to see my grandma's grave. I wish that there was a headstone up, but that's okay...I had such a good time at epcot. I wish that I was feeling better that day, because I think that it would have been beautiful, but maybe next time!! The magic kingdom wore me out the day before. we have decided that next time we will stay at the resort....and work out before we go!

random thoughts...

I took alex to the store with me today...it just struck me for a moment how beautiful she is---and what a pretty teenager she will be...oh man we are going to have to lock her up!! This past w/e at my sil's(husband's brother's wife) we saw a girl who was about 11...and she looked older--but acted 11...I told her mom that if I was her I would be locking my daughter up...she filled out a t-shirt better than me!! But I also tell tommy that my breasts are Gavin's tummy....LOL

okay, so I took my husband with me and we went to the store and picked out flowers...I was nice...handed her the letter and she wanted me to give it to my brother...I said that I was not giving it to him to read, I was giving it to her and let it drop...she picked it up then we went and picked out flowers...I asked were there any flowers that she wanted to pick out(and left out the "because you were so close to my grandma...") she said no...so I didn't press the issue...

so now I find out that she threw the letter away... oh well...

Maybe I am the worst sister-in-law in the world...

I talked to my brother yesterday and told him that I wanted to have him come with me to pick out some flowers for my grandma's grave, because I didn't want to have an arrangement sent to FL from AR, and since I am not very familiar with that side of my family I don't feel that I need to impress them...therefore I think a private putting flowers by her gravesite is appropriate. I wanted just my brother to come with me, so when he called and said he was bringing his wife I told him I wasn't bringing my husband I wanted it to be just about us...and he reluctantly said...Okay. I should have known something was wrong, but I didn't think two seconds about it. Then his wife calls and starts with "I don't want to be rude, but..." I think we all know that when someone says that they ARE being rude...and then she rips into me about how for four years I have treated her like a second class citizen...and that's when my lid blew off. You have to understand...I have been VERY nice to her...but I am not going to kiss her butt everytime I see her. I treat her no differently than I do my other sister in law---and we get along great!! I can think of no time when I have been mean and rude to her--I resent her saying that I treat her like a second class citizen...

so I told her that I think that she has taken my brother's balls and put them on herself...probably something I shouldn't have said. Then I also said that I was paying for the flowers because they are too POOR to pay for them...another thing I probably shouldn't have said. I hung up then called back and apologized for what I said...I could hear my brother in the background arguing with me...and her mom in the background. I told my brother that he put me in front of the firing squad...and I was hurt. My sil insisted that he was not going to go to get flowers without her...and I had never even heard that from his mouth. He said that he forgives me, and that tomorrow(today) he would forget everything...but he was still coming to Walmart with his wife...and I said...I am bringing my husband....I don't like the 2:1 odds of me going with them...and if I get there and her mother and other members of her family are there I am leaving...toute suite...

I will keep you posted...

some things I have made

wallet:
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[IMG]http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v243/snussey/100_2731.jpg[/IMG]
purse out of a suit jacket sleeve:
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Oh--I have more pictures and things to add....

first post--shew....that's out of the way

My dad's mom recently died and seeing as how I don't know that side of my family...I decided that I needed to start something to validate myself--okay just a shameless way to say somethings and know that someone will hear it. I keep telling my husband that everyone keeps saying "I'm sorry" and I don't know what I feel...

okay and I need a place to put my creations that I make...